Kabhi khud pe hassa main aur kabhi khud pe roya!!!

You think you are the best. You think you're just the way one ought to be. Just the way you want to be. The one with principles and ideals and things like that. The one untouched by worldly pleasures. (Okay..ye nahi but still I like saying this :D) The most intelligent. The flawless. The perfect one. Not like the others. The others are mad people. Mad but cute, happy and lovable. =) =) Ahem.....mad, nonetheless.

THEN, all of a sudden, you go mad. Why? Because you start living in the moment and just enjoying stuff without thinking of consequences and all that blah. You say what you want to, you do what you want to and exit stage. Simple. Things that regular people do. Normal stuff. You throw away your rulebooks and become impulsive and reckless and start doing things totally Dil Se. Yes, this is an extension of that last post. :-P

And then, you REALIZE that you've gone mad and go ahead and acknowledge it to yourself. The time has come for the world to end people..the time has come, I tell ya.

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!



P.S. - The good thing about this is that you still haven't gone completely mad. Yeah, that's a good thing. You're still fair, unselfish and good. That's what matters. The most. :-D

It's going to be a happy new year.

I have a diary and as a ritual I write in it on the 1st of January, every year. It starts generally with " I had sooooo much fun yesterday blah blah blah..long stories" and then follow the new year resolutions. The first one is invariably - "I HAVE TO write at least a page in my diary everyday" because I just like the idea of having my whole life on record and I know even before I write it that that's not gonna happen. Next come 26-27 more resolutions including my plans of becoming "really, REALLY slim this year" and of giving up countless bad habits and of topping in all the exams, of learning photography, a new language, of doing regular riyaaz (because i want to be a singer :D) et cetera. And the last one, the most obvious one is "I'll keep my New Year Resolutions this year unlike what I usually do".

I missed my ritual this year as I was 3000 kms. away from my diary and I just realized now that that was that something missing this new year. So here it goes, my resolution (yes, no plurals here, lucky you, yay!) for year 2010 is to have a happy new year, no matter what! Starting now. S-M-I-L-E. :D

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I'm at the IGI Airport. My flight to Bangkok is at four. Even though I haven't slept all day+night and have almost nothing to say, I couldn't resist myself from posting something here! 

I can NOT believe this new terminal of the IGI Airport. I mean, it's totally free of pan-stains, kooda kachra and mitti. There's Subway and CCD and Nirulas' Ice-cream, FREE INTERNET :D and a really cute children's zone. Christmas decorations too! :) Am I still in India? Or am I flying after a really long time and have totally forgotten the old one?

First stop - Bangkok. SHOPPINNGGGGG!!!!!!!

Hoping to find free internet at the Hotel! 

I'm tempted to sign off as 

xoxo 

Gossip Girl! ;-)

Too much is good! :D

My father who has recently started Pranayama sessions with Mr...er..Baba Ramdev (Please, dont go away just yet. Read on, please!), was telling me yesterday (something that this Baba Ramdev mentioned in his long speeches that go along with the workout sessions) that some guy (Shivaji, umm no, someone else with a name starting with an 'S') had made a list of these 7/8/I'm not really sure how many qualities that a human being must possess to be a good one in his eyes..which included one 'Sher' (Tiger, for firangis) ki quality(which, put simply, means feeling too much of excitement/love/hatred..basically feeling too much of everything..for everything - the hyper-excited, the aggressive quality) which is pretty much the most dominant of all the qualities, if any, that I do have. :O Not many people consider it to be a good quality. My parents..not so much..but then, they have reasons. LOL. Sometimes, people surprise you, don't they? Even such once-upon-a-time, long dead characters!

Anyway, the main baat is that I love me and pity people who don't feel as much as I do..who'd have made good G.K. Gokhale(s), not Bhagat Singh(s), during the Independence struggle in the early nineties, who don't feel the same level of Ughhhhhhhh-ness on seeing No Smoking or the same amount of Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh-ness on encountering anything remotely related to dogs and/ don't want to call them "saale kutttttttttteee" every time with the same level of stress on the 't'(s) or don't loooooooooooooove everyone around/the weather/small, hardly-noticeable-to-human-eyes things as much as I do or feel as much looooooooooooooooooooove as I do whenever I look into those eyes...those beautiful.....beautiful...



.......umm..where was I..! Oh, yes, they're definitely missing out on a lot of L.I.F.E.

That feeling. :D

Life is perfect.

This year has been study-wise pretty hard for me because I suddenly went about changing my stream of study. And studies have a tendency of sucking the life out of me. (I take too much of load when it comes to studies, according to a friend of mine, nicknamed - Point. LOL) But, the main point is that the most important exams in my life so far have been dealt with, though the result shall show itself in two months and I'm a final year B.Com. student now! YAY :D


I'm in the midst of my well-deserved 5 day long vacation before I've to go back to my training and am loving it. I'm feeling lighter than I've felt in a long long while. Sleeping in till late and waking up without an alarm. (Although, waking up out of shock when you hear your mum telling you she's written a poem for your wedding card is not any better.) Having Maggi for breakfast. Enjoying the weather. Enjoying the scent of flowers and the chirping of birds in the park in the evening. Loving everything, everyone. Even enjoying promos of "P-A-A" *shudders*. Going for a jog and loving it too! Not having to keep a count of time. Playing scrabble. FBing all day long. Listening to "Kya karoon?" from Wake Up Sid all day long on repeat and again the next day. I love this. :-D But, only when I've worked hard to deserve these moments.

Lalalala...tururururu. :D


P.S.: I'm not getting married ROFL@Annie's comment !!!!! Mum has written it six-seven years in advance to save the trouble then! LOL Annie! Katta kar diya!

Back by Popular demand..just for one post! :-))

Hellllooo, the adorable readers of this blog!!!!!!! :D :D

Why I've not been blogging..even when I really REALLY want to..is pretty simple. I'm avoiding having to think. I've got so much to do. It's not like I have time and energy..to think! I brush my thoughts aside consciously. Correction, am trying to! :-l Plus, there are so many thoughts in my head! I obviously am not all that honest on my blog...so. Sometimes I come here..write something and then don't complete it..save it as a draft and log off!

Uh, Okay. I've been having major MAJOR mood swings. I'm just thinking too much. And I'm not depressed..NO! Not the least bit..In fact, I'm pretty happy. Yeah. It's only when my moods are swinging crazy that I'm not happy. Sometimes, I'm okay-happy even then. And I'm trying to unthink..trust me, I am!! It's JUST NOT working. I mean, there are SO many thoughts in my head and all at once..and no, they don't come in a logical sequence..they just go all brownian and HIT, HIT, HIT. Yeah :( What is this? :( What the hell. I'm trying to be the best person in the world..these mood swings are making it very easy...NOT!!! For example, I just go snap-snap-snap at people for no fault of theirs. I don't want to snap. :( You know what! I know what it is! It's the rains! Damn yes..it's them!

I mean, I have to get up in the morning. Early. To study for major, MAJOR exams coming up , then go to class and then come back home at night to have dinner and sleep. But I can't sleep. Because there are so many things to be said, to be shouted out. But, to whom? Okay, that last bit was filmi. Agreed.



OK, chuck the weird part aside. I got a gift!! which is this -

Can you beat that? I got a kids' book! But is it the prettiest, pink-est, sweetest, one of its kind book! :-)) My father's friend saw it and spent half an hour reading it and thought if he liked reading a 10 year old girl's diary..I sure would! lol :D

I'll come back with more! Bye for now!

WHOA! WHAT?

First things first,

Guess what, JOHN and KATRINA DIE at the end of the movie!!!! DIE!!!!!Muhahahahahahahaha!!

Ok, THAT I've always wanted to do. Really. PK (NOT JK's relative. I charge for special appearances on my blog and that's what the free ones get.) spoiled the whole suspense and the generally happy home-room mood, when he burst right into the classroom with "Dumbledore dies", right after the day the book was released. The Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. It was a catastrophe. None of us had any premonition of this impending doom and hence, were totally unprepared.

I'm not doing a review here a la Rajeev Masand. Who, BTW, I really like. I can't say love. I've started loving too many, too much. It's hard to create a line. But yes, he's awesome. I like the way he does the reviews. He's aggressive in his choice of words and so, we have a connection :) . Doesn't get off focus just to sound funny or something. He's great, really. OK, I take his word only if I want to. I mean, the guy's great and everything, but we don't have to agree on everything, right? So, yeah, he spoiled Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na for me, which was probably the first time I listened to a review before watching the movie myself. He called it an average movie. And so, I could not enjoy it as much as I thought I would. Second time round when I watched the movie alone, at home with Tyler (That's what my bro has named our PC. Lame, no?? Muhaha. Guess what our laptop is called! Dragon!!! Ahahaha. And he calls me lame. Ah, whatever.), I cried buckets, tubs, drums. I don't exactly know why I cried that much when it's supposed to be a feel-good movie. Well, I still have doubts about me. Hee hee.

Okay, returning back to the main point. I don't intend to do a review of the movie. But, my would-have-been-victim in such a case is in Bangalore doing an internship and I don't really think I can afford a STD call, right now. She calls me up in the middle of the night because of a "MAJOR CRISIS!!" that was Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna. She'd just seen the movie and was feeling "destroyed, deeply affected, devastated!!!". Yeah, you get the drift. And it went on for some 3 hours. Gawd, I am such an amazing friend! And everybody at home is sick tired of my 'wondering aloud'. So, yay!! :) Blessing in disguise, right? What disguise! Just blessing.

So the movie is going awesomely well throughout, right untill the end. I'm about to cry at one particular point when my dude of a bro makes a you're-such-a-lamerrrr expression and off we go laughng. I mean, I don't get it. JOHN DIES!!! KAT DIES!! I don't feel a thing. Nothing. I didn't cry. Didn't want to jump right into the movie and save them from the bullets that went right through them. Nothing. In my friend's words, kuch feel nahi aayi. You know, it seemed all fake. I knew it was a movie and there were actors playing it. I wasn't shocked when they died. Nor sad. Cause they were merely actors playing their respective roles. Just that.

Why exactly John did what he did, I can not figure out. The message of the movie, if any, was also very vague.

I like the songs a lot though. Especially 'Mere Sang'. I like the feel of the song. This Pritam guy's really cool, man. I mean, he copies the best of Taiwanese/Korean tunes and brings them to India.

Anyway, my mood has changed from aggressive, DAMN CONFUSED-can't figure out a thing, weird to normal, normally hungry, judging whether or not I'm in love with NNM(damn, his name is looong). So, yeah, I'm not going to elaborate any further on my point. There's no maggi. :( Toh, basically, Sunfeast Pasta ki Jai!!! Shit, I'm back to confused. Blue, Red, Green ya Orange??!!!