Why I've not been blogging..even when I really REALLY want to..is pretty simple. I'm avoiding having to think. I've got so much to do. It's not like I have time and energy..to think! I brush my thoughts aside consciously. Correction, am trying to! :-l Plus, there are so many thoughts in my head! I obviously am not all that honest on my blog...so. Sometimes I come here..write something and then don't complete it..save it as a draft and log off!
Uh, Okay. I've been having major MAJOR mood swings. I'm just thinking too much. And I'm not depressed..NO! Not the least bit..In fact, I'm pretty happy. Yeah. It's only when my moods are swinging crazy that I'm not happy. Sometimes, I'm okay-happy even then. And I'm trying to unthink..trust me, I am!! It's JUST NOT working. I mean, there are SO many thoughts in my head and all at once..and no, they don't come in a logical sequence..they just go all brownian and HIT, HIT, HIT. Yeah :( What is this? :( What the hell. I'm trying to be the best person in the world..these mood swings are making it very easy...NOT!!! For example, I just go snap-snap-snap at people for no fault of theirs. I don't want to snap. :( You know what! I know what it is! It's the rains! Damn yes..it's them!
I mean, I have to get up in the morning. Early. To study for major, MAJOR exams coming up , then go to class and then come back home at night to have dinner and sleep. But I can't sleep. Because there are so many things to be said, to be shouted out. But, to whom? Okay, that last bit was filmi. Agreed.
OK, chuck the weird part aside. I got a gift!! which is this -
Can you beat that? I got a kids' book! But is it the prettiest, pink-est, sweetest, one of its kind book! :-)) My father's friend saw it and spent half an hour reading it and thought if he liked reading a 10 year old girl's diary..I sure would! lol :D
I'll come back with more! Bye for now!
10 comments:
ohhhh lookkkk whos purple blog is back!!!!! :D :D
ok i havnt read anythng yet. so ill go back n read it first :P :D
:D
awwwww studies... *i DONT miss thm :P* no worries exams will get over soon n ull be flooding d blog :D
n u gt THAT book... LMAOOOOO!!!!! i think my neice has that book... lolz lolz... :P :D
*collapses in a fit of giggles* :D
Cheers,
Annie.
P.S: write mini posts sometimes! :P so we know u didnt die brutally bcz of d exams.. oh no wait! dissing ami on his FB is also a sign of showing ur alive.. so keep that up too.... :D :D :D
hmm mood swings...koi reasn to hta hain..:-?
dnt blame the rain!! the weathr is so awsum!(bt ofcrs i m sittng at home enjyng it) ;)
i bet my mails n msgs cheerd u up by nw...
lv u
sarika
O_O N-I-C-E book !!!
*innocent look* can i borrow it pleej ? :P
Look who's back!! Like FINALLY!!!!
Study dher sara, but as Annie said, write mini posts na.
And that book looks soooo cool. Lend it to me when you are done reading it. :P :D
Anyway, ALL THE BEST for the eggjams. Hope they get over soooooooooooooooooooooooon!!! :)
Cheers
Compile all the drafts together and post it as random ramblings ;)
I agree with you when you say.. that its the sweets gift!!:)
Logically speaking kids books have more sublime meaning compared many complex novels.
And.. nice blog!!!
PS: Thought overload.. ! For me that phase just got over! :)
how come u are ok with a pink book? paint it purple naa :P :))
tera template kab se witchy ban gaya re :O
mood swings..hate them :| dont beat me, i'll tell u the usual.. to chill and relax...hugs :) >:D<
book looks sooooooooo cute :)
nice blog!
mood swings?? might be PMS...!! :|
Pink book...lol nice!
nice template for the blog!
brownian thoughts?? i'd say you are high....on life...!
@Anniee: Yeeeah..I know I'll be flooding the blog as soon as my exams get over! :D That's a nice thought! :D
Seriously?? :D Then you should totally borrow it from ur niece to see what a masterpiece it is!!!!! :D :D :P :P
@the P.S.: Of course I'll keep that up!! LOL..fun!!! :D :D Hehe.
@Sarika: :-) :-) :-)
The good weather's over now!! :( :(
@Weirdo Guy: :D :D Yesshhhh you can! :P
@Ishaaaaa: :D :D U can take the book from me ANYtime..i was done reading it in 45 minutes!!! :D :D
And I too hope my eggjams get over soooooooooon!!! :D :D Only a month left now!! Thank you so much!!! :) :) :)
@Quest: That's a good idea. Thanks! :)
@Sameera: I knowww!!! :) :)
And thank you!!! :)
P.S.: Good for you!! :) I'm getting there too..hopefully!
@Maddddyyy: Hehehehe...I love pink also yaaa!! I love YOUR blog bhi toh naaa!! :D :D :P
Arre...mera template BOHOT time se witchy hai re!! Tune dekha hoga pehle..I'm sure!!
Hehe..I think it's all associated with my study related stress! Anyway, I'm back to normal now (hopefully)!! :D
Hugs back >:D< >:D< :)
@dranz3r: Thank you so much!! :) :)
It was, in fact, PMS. Coupled with study related stress. Sigh! :-/
Haha..you think so?? :D lol
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